[ ah. there's something sad about this and it's not like she doesn't understand. her voice gentle: ]
...would you want to run away for good? Or...would you just want a break from things. Just a bit more time to do something before needing to go back and do what it is that you need to do?
I've already left him once. I can't do that again.
[it's just...]
But this is the first time I've ever had a break. [ever. and it's a murdergame.]
I think I'm more tired than I realized. [and now that he's taken a lot of important, stressful things and shoved them in a mental file labeled "deal with when I get home", he doesn't really want to think about them again.]
[ ah. now, isn't that just said but not surprising to her. ]
Then I don't think that's being a coward. If you need to rest for a while, you should allow it to yourself. [ words not said easily because she's vaguely aware of his situation but she's very aware of her's. ] I'm in the middle of something myself so if you were to come with me it might not be much better.
[ gazes at her canon point with the longest stare. ]
[ ah. him and the penguins again... she's honestly curious to see how he'd be like in person around them. ...especially to listen to him while he's doing something he enjoys. ]
We should but—maybe we shouldn't either. Let's be greedy and demand everything. It's like what they say: if you're going to dream then dream big.
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...would you want to run away for good? Or...would you just want a break from things. Just a bit more time to do something before needing to go back and do what it is that you need to do?
[ softly.]
I don't think you could ever leave Rin.
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[it's just...]
But this is the first time I've ever had a break. [ever. and it's a murdergame.]
I think I'm more tired than I realized. [and now that he's taken a lot of important, stressful things and shoved them in a mental file labeled "deal with when I get home", he doesn't really want to think about them again.]
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Then I don't think that's being a coward. If you need to rest for a while, you should allow it to yourself. [ words not said easily because she's vaguely aware of his situation but she's very aware of her's. ] I'm in the middle of something myself so if you were to come with me it might not be much better.
[ gazes at her canon point with the longest stare. ]
...not right away anyway.
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I can't. My brother will be going home, and I can't leave him. I have to go back, and I have to see everything through.
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I never said you wouldn't go back, but just that a break shouldn't be impossible. [ gently. ] A day or even a few more hours.
Rin could take one, too, I don't think he would be against it.
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It's not as though I think too many of us would go running away back home as soon as they were given the chance without at least saying goodbyes.
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Of course! Why wouldn't it be all right?
I'd like that as well.
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Well then, it's a date. [he said it, he said "date"!!]
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I hope we can have a good one. I'd like to go somewhere nice.
[ he sure did and she'll smile at it. ]
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If we were in Japan, I'd say that the aquarium in Osaka would have been fun. I'd like to see a whale shark in person.
[ she's fully aware that they both probably exist in some sort of tokyo area place. kind of. ]
But that's if we're thinking of just going to anywhere at all.
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but that won't happen, will it. this is all such a temporary thing.]
But we should probably think a little more... realistically.
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We should but—maybe we shouldn't either. Let's be greedy and demand everything. It's like what they say: if you're going to dream then dream big.
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All right. Then let's go out for sushi afterwards.
[Is that demanding everything? It seems like for Yukio it is.]
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Sushi? Okay, that sounds like a good way to do next. I haven't spent much time in Osaka before, so I'd hope we wouldn't spend too much time.
Oh! I've heard of a really good place to get some katsudon if you're interested in that too.
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If we're in Osaka, we should go see the castle.